okay! RELINK ME!

http://ielolita27.wordpress.com !

toodles blogger! I WILL MISS YOU!

hello wordpress! 10:35 PM

i have MOVED!

so try and find the new link!

i am not going to say anything. so dont try asking!

the username is still the same- ielolita27

so if you're smart enough....

and to give you another clue. it's not diaryland and obviously not blogger!

so happy finding! if you care! hahaha. 9:52 PM

For once in my life, I'm actually going to say this:

HALT.

HIATUS.

there's a reason why. 8:25 PM

going back tonight?

uh huh.

oh okay.


ran a couple of errands just now. tiring. but ah well.

sometimes, things just dont seem that impt are actually very impt and things that seem impt are actually pretty trivial and ridiculous.

ah well.

180 degree? maybe 125.

the change in everything.

it humours me. sometimes.


met up with xinhiu ytd =) awesome! we can really talk about anything and everything under the sun =) okay. figuratively of course. apparently, it's an ice box down under. but i really dont mind returning to that ice box. hahah.

ripped this off xinhui's blog, she got it from her chinese book test at vjc. super nice =) and well. sadly, true as well. sigh. maybe that's how we feel.

“世界上最遥远的距离，
不是生与死，
而是我就站在你面前，
你却不知道我爱你。”

“世界上最遥远的距离，
不是我站在你面前你却不知道我爱你，
而是明明彼此相爱，
却不能在一起。”

“世界上最遥远的距离，
不是明明彼此相爱却不能在一起，
而是明明在意，
却假装没有把你放在心里。”

“世界上最遥远的距离，
不是明明在意却假装没有把你放在心里，
而是明明无法抵挡这股思念，
却故意掘出一道无法逾越的鸿沟。”

if you cant understand it in chinese [SAD CASE!!], you can ask me to translate it for you.

well. i was back in mg and all the teachers were telling us to do something about our chinese. haha. and mrs lim found it pretty unbelievable that i could speak mandarin fluently.

sigh. are all mg girls destined to be deemed as people who are hopeless in chinese? c'mon. have some faith in us! aiyoooo.

anyway. thank God i still speak mandarin to my mom. the problem comes in the writing, and sometimes, reading. SIGH.

help!! i dont want to be a orchid that loses it roots [sorry! my com cant write chinese.]

btw. my hanyupinyin is hopeless. everybody needs to know that. 12:02 PM

decided on a few things. told some of them. shocked, appalled. whatever the words.

it really isnt that bad. really. it's nothing.

and no, i'm not just saying that to convince myself. i'm serious.

jaded and indifferent?

and no. relationships with people are good. but your relationship with God is the most important. and no, i dont think we can put the two together.

ahhhhhh.


anymore. in response to danfeng's [or rather, zach] entry on his blog. which i've failed to link [im going to link it later!!!!], yes. unspoken power. really gotta speak out more.

i think melbourne has made me a tad bit more vocal. which is good, i guess.


anywayy. i spent a lot of money yesterday! on books! haha. but 2 are for me, and 2 are for others. and i bought some stuff to MAKE a present. that was expensive but it's like one whole stacks of things. so i could use it again and again.

ah well. it was good meeting up with sandy last night. davidho was there too. he's really quite funny. i guess life is still pretty much the same for everyone and jc life is really taking over their lives. ah well! what can we do? it's just life. 11:20 AM

where did i go wrong
i lost a friend
somewhere along in the bitterness
and i'd have stayed up all night with you
had i known how to save a life

i'm not too sure if those are the correct lyrics. havent been listening to secular music [due to my fast] and i just got those off my poor memory.

anyway. that's just part of what i'm feeling now.

hence, investments to greater relationships? uh. i dont know. maybe not. thank God i didnt reveal much of myself during the past 6 months. because i knew that in the end, i'd be the one getting hurt.

and i think this lesson just taught me to rely on God more than on men,

so i'll always turn to my Lord&saviour&friend, rather than men.

cause He doesnt disappoint you.

and like what daniel said last time, even if his leader backslides, he still has to move on.

okay. the situation isnt exactly like that, but anyhow, with whatever the current circumstances are, i'll have to move on. UH HUH.

oh yes. and just to let everyone know.

i am flying off this friday night-friday the 13th. 21:00 [9pm]

oh. and some of you might not know, i've got this habit of replying tags on your blog rather than on mine. well, unless you dont have a blog. so uh. yeah!

toodles world =))

going to meet sandy tonight! wheeeeeeee 10:20 AM

AHHHHH. I'VE DECIDED. I DONT LIKE MY NEW HAIRCUT.

actually, i kinda knew that was going to happen after she cut my hair. due to my hair being WAVY, i knew that i cant exactly have the medium length hairstyle. although i said 1 inch, she kinda cut 2.5inches. okay. maybe 2. but you get the picture. my hair is shorter than the time when i first went over to melbourne. SIGHNESS.

but because it looked nice yesterday cause she blew dry it, applied some i-dont-know-what-cream and because it was already CUT. there was obviously nothing i could do.

I AM GOING TO SCREAM.

okay. that's about it. i hope it'll be better in melbourne cause my hair isnt that wavy over there due to the weather and all.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

oh. i bought a new wallet today =)

so yea. that's about it. SIGH. 4:40 PM